IF I STAY UP ALL NIGHT WILL THE MORNING COME FASTER,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

* tomorrow we are going on a very exciting trip. we are taking the girls to disney world. i am so excited. we have never gone on a big vacation like this before as a family. david and i have been married for 20 years and this will be the third big trip that we have been on. i really don't know who is more excited!!!! the girls are so excited. i really don't know if i will be able to sleep tonight.

* we are going to be there for 8 days. we are staying inside the park. we are also going to hit every park and do everything. we really love water parks so we are gong to do both of those. might make it easier to handle the heat and the humidity.

* i am most excited about seeing disney world through my daughter's eyes. experiencing the rides with them and all of the shows.

* i am so excited that david is going to get to go with us!!!!! for a while there he was not going to be able to go. but praise God, he is getting to go. i want so many wonderful memeories to come out of this trip for the girls.

* i will be sure to take lots of pictures and post them. here and on my face book.

* i took the kids from our church to camp this past week. what a blast we had. we went to dry gulch in ok. it was awesome. this was bekahs first time to go. she absolutely loved it. hannah loved it as well, however, it was her 4th time to go to church camp. we are beginning to make a real home here. we are starting to build relationships with a few of the people from our church and our neighbors.

* life is beginning to make sence around here. there are still places in my heart that are hollow. but now they don't ache as much. learning to live with out your family and friends is a challenge, but God is faithful.

* my girls really love the church we are going to and are beginning to feel at home there. there is even a new colleen there and boy has bekah attached herself to her. Her name is Kavery. she is a doll. we are starting a building program. God is doing amazing things in our little church. i have a feeling it won't be little for long.

* i am anxious about next year. this was such a rough year. but alas, i will not think about that today. plus next year will be much better. there i am speaking it into existence. our pastor is always telling us to speak life into our live. choose life. choose the positive. so i am working on that. calling things as though they were. isn't that the very basis of faith. and without faith it is impossible to please God.

* anyway, enough preaching. sorry i was interupted by the urge to check on the cleanliness of the upstairs loft. THAT WAS A MISTAKE. SO THE GIRLS ARE CLEANING IT UP AS I SPEAK. why did i feel the need to go check up there. oh yea!!! i was going to kiss the girls good night. well good move as a mom, not good move for someone who wants their house to be picked up.

* how can i have two such wonderful girls, sweet, kind, smart, gorgeous, and live like such pigs. honestly if i could get them to pick up after themselves!!!! oh the joy!!!!!!

* well i am ready to be done typing, so ttfn.................................