if you read my previous post, you might think i am really upset or depressed or not managing very well..... but really that is not the case at all. i just needed to talk about it. i am the type of person if i can express all of my thoughts it helps release my faith and my attitude.
i ask myself sometimes if i am upset or sad or whatever. most of the time my honest answer is numbness. it is still such a large idea, that i still have trouble wrapping my mind around it. however things do seem to be taken care of even if it is not with the time table that i would prefer. david is not here alot of times to talk with and so sometimes i find myself with no one to talk to. it is just not the same over the phone. my company lately seems to be 8 and 9 year olds. i have to admit i am beginning to miss my best friend, my hubby. i miss not bouncing ideas off of him. most of the time i don't slow down until late and do not want to burden anyone.
but i know things will be fine, they always are. i just needed to vent.
ttfn.................
Thursday, April 10, 2008
I just wanted to talk about it....
Posted by kdp at 7:44 PM
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oh you area so sweet and I know some of what you are going through. I know that you are so much stronger then I think you ever though you could be. Remember telling me that you could never make it with Dave gone for long. And look at you, with God's help you gone through it with flying colors and less complaining then me. So I know that you will make it and that piece will start to drop. You will start to see the wonderful new picture that God has for you. And know that I am praying for your strength to be renewed in this hard place that you are at right know. I love and pray for you.
Lord please just help her through this hard time you have change my friend into a strong person who is stepping out of the boat on to this new journey that you have for them as a family be with them all and love them through this as only you can.
Amen (sorry all run-ons)
I completly relate. Putting things in God's hands is so difficult. Most of what you wrote I have felt for the last 2 years.
Your in his hand and you will bloom where he plants you.
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